I really wish when it's time to fall asleep at night all you had to do was close your eyes, think sleep and you're there. Lately this drifting off to sleep thing has been awful. My mind is all over the place and on Friday night, it went somewhere I never want to go again. I get nervous at night when I am home alone with the kiddos [hubbs works nights] and as I was trying to fall asleep this thought entered my mind - what would I do if I was put into a situation where I had to chose the life of one of my children over the other. Are you kidding me.. why in the world would I ever think such a thing.. why in the world would I ever let such a scenario enter my mind. I started to cry, because I was so tired, and such a situation scared the bajezus out of me. This my friends, is why you should simply be able to close your eyes, think sleepyland, and boom, you're there!
Now, it's off to bed.. good thing about tonight is that Steven is home so hopefully drifting off to sleep will be easier snuggling with my cutie pie hubby!
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Awe sweetie, I'm so sorry you had to think that sort of thing, and especially before you tried to fall asleep. Its amazing how our mind can just think up the worst most horrible thoughts sometimes and its not like we actually want to think of those sort of things.
I hope you were able to get some sleep with your hubby next to you.
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